With you…

Posted in media therapy, random on December 15, 2009 by randomfa2oush

“And among His Signs is that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquility with them, and He put love and mercy between your hearts. Verily in that are Signs for those who reflect.” [Surah Rum: 21]

The way I are…

Posted in random on December 11, 2009 by randomfa2oush

I used to wish that I was
Great as any man
Better than I am
Could do things no one can
And I used to wish that I was cool as I could be
But now I’m learning to live with me

Is anybody satisfied with who they really are
You could be the moon
And still be jealous of the stars
You gotta’ learn to swim
If you can’t walk upon the sea
So I’m learning to live with me

And I used to wish that I was
Braver than the rest
A hero nothin’ less
A big duke in the west
But I know the way I am is who I’m gonna be
So I’m learing to live with me

Is anybody satisfied with who they really are
You could be the moon
And still be jealous of the stars
You gotta’ learn to swim
If you can’t walk upon the sea
So I’m learning to live

Learning to forgive
Learning to live with me…

Only God can make a tree…

Posted in Faith, random on December 1, 2009 by randomfa2oush

Kat dunia ni byk ciptaan yg indah2. Tapi ini baru 1 daripada 100 rahmat Allah SWT. Yang lagi 99….sedang menunggu kat sebelah sana…dah bersedia lom?kalau belom selagi bernafas dan bernyawa tu masih ada harapan lagi belom terlambat…dah masok dalam kubur dah takde chance lagi…so apa tunggu?

He made the Hereafter an abode to reward His believing servants only because this world cannot contain what He wishes to bestow upon them; and because He deemed their worth too high to reward them in a world without permanence.

“I think that I shall never see
A poem as lovely as a tree.
A tree whose hungry mouth is prest
Against the earth’s sweet flowing breast;
A tree that looks at God all day.
And lifts her leafy arms to pray:
A tree that may in Summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair:
Upon whose bossom snow has lain:
Who intimately lives with rain.
Poems are made for fools like me,
But only God can make a tree “

Yang sedang menanti kita yang tak pernah terlihat oleh mata,tak pernah didengar oleh telinga dan tak pernah terfikir oleh akal…imagine as much as you would the unimaginable.Subhanallah. Maha Suci Allah.

“Faz-kuruni az-kurkum…”

Posted in Faith, random on November 29, 2009 by randomfa2oush

“Faz-kuruni az-kurkum washkuru li wa la takfurun.”
“Therefore remember Me, I (Allah) will remember you. Give thanks to Me, and reject not Me.”

“Truly in the heart there is a void that cannot be removed except with the company of Allah (SWT). And in it there is a sadness that cannot be removed except with the happiness of knowing Allah (SWT) and being true to Him. And in it there is an emptiness that cannot be filled except with love for Him and by turning to Him and always remembering Him. And if a person were given all of the world and what is in it, it would not fill this emptiness.”~Ibn Qayyim al-Jawziyya.

When I was alone, and had nothing
I asked for a friend to help me bear the pain
No one came, except God
When I needed a breath to rise, from my sleep
No one could help me.. except God
When all I saw was sadness, and I needed answers
No one heard me, except God
So when I’m asked.. who I give my unconditional love to?
I look for no other name, except God”
-Tupac-

“Alastu birobbikum; qolu bala syahidna…”

Posted in Faith, random on November 28, 2009 by randomfa2oush

Somebody shake me, cause I, I must be sleeping…

If the sky opened up for me,
And the mountains disappeared,
If the seas ran dry, turned to dust
And the sun refused to rise
I would still find my way,
By the light I see in your eyes.
The world I know fades away
But you stay.

As the earth reclaims its due,
And the cycle starts anew,
We’ll stay, always
In the love that we have
Shared before time.

If the years take away
Every memory that I have
I would still know the way
That would lead me back to your side.
The North star may die
But the light that I see in your eyes
Will burn there always
Lit by the love we have
Shared before time.

When the forest turns to jade
And the stories that we’ve made.
Dissolve away
One shining light will still remain.

When we shed our earthly skin,
And when our real life begins,
There’ll be no shame
Just the love that we have made before time.

Ayat 1…

Posted in Faith, random on November 26, 2009 by randomfa2oush

اللَّهُ رَبُّنَا وَرَبُّكُمْ لَنَآ أَعْمَـلُنَا وَلَكُمْ أَعْمَـلُكُمْ لاَ حُجَّةَ بَيْنَنَا وَبَيْنَكُمُ اللَّهُ يَجْمَعُ بَيْنَنَا وَإِلَيْهِ الْمَصِيرُ

Avaze gonjeshk-ha…

Posted in Faith, media therapy on November 22, 2009 by randomfa2oush

The song of Sparrows

“The world is a dream and a lie.”

Whatever we love in this visible world, we are sure to discover its flaws.Though I feel that I struggle more when I follow Allah’s way, I feel more lonely and empty when I don’t follow Allah’s way.I feel like a prisoner trapped in this cage of illusions, that keeps promising me happiness, but leaving me miserable and lost inside .The world keeps teasing me,Drawing me in like bait, then throwing me right back in the ocean of passion and desire. Ignorance is bliss.The after effect is regret, discontentment and hollowness. Short term pain for the long term pleasure is much better than short term temporary pleasures that do nothing but feed my lonely, empty self .I’m struggling to fit into a world that doesn’t even care about me.Why am I trying so hard to get comfortable and even attached to a place that I know I won’t be staying for too long in?The happiness I KNOW I want to feel, lays in my avoidance of things I THINK will bring me happiness.I want to shut my eyes and heart to the world now, so that I can see and feel the things worth seeing and feeling …

“And that is the secret of this world. If you remove love for the world from your heart, the world is yours for the taking. You can have the world because it’s in your hand and not in your heart”

-Sheikh Hamza Yusuf Hanson

you give me something…

Posted in media therapy, random on November 22, 2009 by randomfa2oush

James Morrison – You give me something

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I’ve gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I’ve never bought you flowers
I can’t work out what the mean,
I never thought that I’d love someone,
That was someone else’s dream.

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
‘Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
‘Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
‘Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

10 awal hari Zulhijjah…

Posted in Faith, Months in Islam on November 21, 2009 by randomfa2oush

Dipetik sedikit ini semoga dapat manfaat darinya. Kitab Amalan bulan Zulhijjah Tuan Sheikh Fuad Kamaludin al Maliki.

01 Zulhijjah – Allah SWT mengampunkan Nabi Adam AS pada hari pertama Zulhijjah.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari tersebut, diampunkan oleh Allah SWT akan dosa dosanya.

02 Zulhijjah – Nabi Yunus AS dilepaskan dari perut ikan Nun.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari tersebut,seolah olah mengerjakan ibadah kepada Allah SWT selama setahun dengan tidak melakukan sebarang maksiat walau sekelip mata.

03 Zulhijjah – Hari dimustajabkan doa Nabi Zakaria AS.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari tersebut,akan dimustajabkan oleh Allah SWT segala doanya.

04 Zulhijjah – Hari keputeraan Nabi Isa AS.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari tersebut,akan dijauhkan dari segala kesusahan dan kepapaan.

05 Zulhijjah – Keputeraan Nabi Musa AS.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari tersebut,akan dilepaskan dari sifat munafiq dan diamankan daripada azab.

06 Zulhijjah – Hari kemenangan dan pembukaan kota Khaibar bagi Rasulullah SAW.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari tersebut,akan dititik oleh Allah SWT dan sesiapa yang dititik oleh Allah SWT tidak akan disiksa selama lamanya.

07 Zulhijjah – Hari dipadam api neraka Jahannam dan ditutup pintunya.Tidak akan dibuka pintu tersebut melainkan selepas berlalu 10 Zulhijjah.

08 Zulhijjah – Hari Tarwiyyah.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari Tarwiyyah,akan diberi pahala yang tidak diketahui kadarnya,melainkan Allah SWT Yang Maha Mengetahui.

09 Zulhijjah – Hari Arafah.
Fadhilat – Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari yang amat masyhur ini,ditulis oleh Allah SWT sebagai orang yang berpuasa dua tahun;setahun sebelum itu dan setahun selepasnya,serta ditulis sebagai Ahli Qanitin(orang yang sentiasa beribadah).

10 Zulhijjah – Hari Raya Aidiladha.
Fadhilat – Siapa yang melakukan korban pada hari tersebut,akan diampunkan dosanya dan ahli rumahnya pada titik pertama darah sembelihan korbannya.Sesiapa yang memberi makan dan bersedekah dengannya,akan dibangkitkan pada hari kiamat sebagai orang yang mendapat keamanan dan timbangannya lebih berat dari Jabal Uhud.

Where to? Where do I go?…

Posted in Faith, media therapy on November 21, 2009 by randomfa2oush

Its just a moment,this time will pass.But I’m glad that it came to live for a moment in my life.You are not going to be here forever so enjoy the moment and strive for what’s best according to your strengths and abilities.And you shall return to God,and that is life indeed,if they but knew.What they don’t see,they can’t comprehend.

Maybe we’re all different
But we’re still the same
We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins
I know sometimes it’s hard for you to see
You’re caught between just who you are
and who you want to be

If you feel alone and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning is some beginning’s end

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here right now
you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are

When everybody’s in and you’re left out
And you feel your drowning in a shadow of a doubt
Everyone’s a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself not what other people say

When it seems you’re lost alone and feeling down
Remember everybody’s different, just take a look around

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here right now you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Be who you want to be, be who you are
Everyone’s a hero, everyone’s a star

When you want to give up and your heart’s about to break
Remember that you’re perfect, God make no mistakes

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here right now
you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
(I say welcome) Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far (welcome)